I am a nationally(Japanese) recognized mentally disabled person. My illness is depression and social phobia. Autonomic ataxia also develops. So I tend to catch a cold and can't watch the movie of JOKER. My doctor cannot diagnose whether the fever is caused by a mental illness or a cold. Today, I slept for 10 hours but I don't know if my illness was cured. I'm too afraid of illness so want to sleep more, but I don't have enough sleeping pills to sleep. That's why I can't sleep and I'm bored, so I'm going to talk about the movie of JOKER without watching his MOVIE.